I have been thinking for a looong time now, and I've come to a conclusion: I will tell you about...about...about how my plan A went. First, I'll give you some time to think about, it, and when you're done thinking, scroll down to see the end of my post... where you shall get to know the truth.
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Finished thinking? Or didn't you even think? I think that you just scrolled down not knowing what to expect... this is what you should expect: IT WORKED. This is what is to be expected: IT DIDN'T WORK-- get the difference? If you do, you should know that the answer is that it didn't work. I was really hoping that it would though. I didn't even hope before I made the call-- I knew! But apparently I was wrong... If you keep in contact with this blog, you already know that I had no back-up plan, right?
Anyway: my parents didn't believe me, the entire police force is on my back and I will continue this later, if I can...................................................................................................................
jeudi 30 avril 2009
SUSH!
mercredi 29 avril 2009
The hunger in me
I am FREE, and it's starting to annoy me! The first days of my freedom seemed wonderful and exciting but its getting harder to survive day by day. Am I really that bad at this?! I didn't even think of bringing a blanket or something with me... apparently (and it's true) I have no experience at all. I thought of bringing toiletpaper but not even a sleeping bag? So what do I do-- this is what my days have consisted of so far:
Not the life I expected leaving my house for the last time... Of course I could return there--but only in emergency cases! I don't even dare imagine someone wating for me there, to take me away. Actually, now, I don't even dare imagine anything, because frequently I started thinking it brings bad luck... I don't like the look of anything I mixed up by running away. Nothing seems adventurous anymore, and for gods sake-- I NEED SOME CONTACT!!! There are millions of people in the whole world and n0n£ is speaking with me! No contact whatsoever. I could get murdered and the only one that would miss me is the spider who is my 'temporary pet' living with me! Maby not even him.. or her... whoever the spider is...
mardi 28 avril 2009
No plan B...
I promised to tell you about my plan A, and I keep my promises! So here: I still have my cellphone with me and this wonderful technology I shall use to call my parents telling them that instead of going to the orphanage right away, I will stay at my friends house for a week or so. If evrything goes the way I planned, then they should believe me and tell the panicking orphanage guardians that I will come sooner than they think. That is if everything goes OK. Now all I've got to do is hope, hope and hope a little bit more. I think that my plan is perfect (now my parents don't have any phone number of the friend "I am having a week long sleepover with" in question so they can check on me only by calling my phone. I doubt they will want to check on me though). This might seem very confusing, but it also might not.
I'll leave everything here for now... I'm hungry so I am going to buy a little snack from the store near the-place-where-I-am-but-no-one-really-knows-I-am-here. Don't even try tracking me down!!!
P.S.: I haven't got a back-up plan yet.
P.S.2: My blog isn't that popular yet, so not many visits-- which is kind of good considering what I am dealing with....
lundi 27 avril 2009
DO NOT READ THIS
...is a sentence authors use to catch the interest of the reader. In most cases it works and in some rare, teeny cases it does not. This sentence is not to catch your attention, it's a warning! Reading this might make you tell other people about this blog and then they tell to others and I end up in trouble. Sorry, I misspelled the word, here's a correction: TROUBLE. All this "introduction" might make you want to read more, and I don't repel you for that-- in fact, why am I writing this? It would all be my fault in the end anyway!!!(!) Before I get bored of writing this-- here is my story:
I don't have caring parents: they just LEFT ME ALONE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE! Can you imagine that?! Of course, it's not entirely their fault because: my dad got a job in another state (at the other side of th country) and my mom HAD to go with him. I am still confused why exactly... They left pretty quickly without any further explanation and I was left alone, to be carried to the orphanage near by the next day. Luckily, that never happened because... I guess you could consider it running away... I left (!). The idea of living in an orphanage seemed cool and interesting at first but then I really started thinking-- what about living with strangers for 4 more years? No thank you!!!! + aren't I allowed to go on an adventur for once? For the moment, I have everything I need:
- a cellphone
- blanket
- money + urgence money
- main food + snacks
- teeny laptop ment for traveling
- sun cream
- clothes (warm + light clothes)
- uhm...............................*embarassed*....toiletpaper-AND-LETS-MOVE-ON-NOW!
- backpack
- sunglasses
- keys (just in case)
- batteries (for phone etc.)
- flashlight
- cigarer lighter (I don't smoke but it's meant for lighting a fire in woods... Imagine that happening.........)
I think that's about all... not many things are there? I really hope I didn't forget anything important for survival at home. I just hope on thing: that the orphanage people don't alert the parents who would alert the police...... actually-- I have a plan A which I'll tell you later!
AND NOT A WORD OF THIS TO ANYONE!!!
I just don't think they track down my PC to find where I am...
